Completely forget about this tumblr lol  Well I have been doing good and bad.  I hate to say this but this is seriously the final straw.. I have to lose a ton of weight by July!! AND at least 10-20 pounds by June 16th bc I’m going to NYC again!!  I have some of the cutest outfits but I just have to fit into them now!! UGH!! I hate this.. Why can’t I just be as focused and committed as I was in college?!?!?

First goal: 10+ pounds in 9 days!! I can do it!!!

I’m on day 2 of my 21 day fast. I have lost 5 pounds so far and feeling great!!! I keep craving food but I stop myself or after 6 I’ll have a tiny tiny bite of something. Today I had a lymphatic drainage massage and tomorrow I’m getting another weight reduction massage. We will see how it goes.. I’m very into this whole holistic natural health stuff. I love it!!

Sooooo got robbed today. They took my MacBook pro, 2 digital cameras, camcorder, WII remotes, and WII games. My entire life (the last 4 months anyway bc I got it for Xmas) is on my laptop. I’m depressed, scared, nervous, thankful, mad. I have a massive headache and my eyes are burning from balling my eyes out. I couldn’t hear my puppy when we go home, I was so scared I just broke down wondering If they took her or if they killed her.., the worst thoughts were running through my head, thankfully she was fine I guess just scared. They broke a window and ransacked our house… I can’t even type anymore… iPhone keyboard is bugging me

Hii Lovlies!  Tonight I watched a really cool documentary about yoga and the path to enlightenment.  It was very intriguing.  I have decided to start my own journey with yoga.  For years I have taken yoga classes on and off, and I am also a very religious person.  Throughout the years, especially in college, I have strayed away from God and my faith but I have since asked forgiveness and have been renewed by the Lord.  I still do not read my bible ever night and all my Joel Osteen books, I start but never finish.  My faith is super important to me and I feel bad that I haven’t been the best christian.

So this journey is just going to be a way for me to get back to my faith and getting into the practice of yoga and becoming a true yogi.  I have loved every yoga class I have taken, I guess I just don’t have enough drive or whatever to go to the gym or yoga studio everyday.  This is also I challenge for me to become a better more efficient person.  By forcing myself to go to yoga everyday and read my bible and books everyday, I am also forcing myself to become a more responsible and focused person.  There is so much I want in life and I can’t seem to get there. Mostly because of my weight since I dont want to do anything at the weight I am now.  So since I am not losing the weight my life is at a stand still.  I had a though about this journey, maybe if i am focusing all my energy on something other than my weight, then it will come off easily.  I will still weight myself every other day or maybe if I can wait it out, every week.  I will measure myself every day or every other day and i will be able to tell if i am losing weigh by the way my clothes are fitting. 

Here is what I plan to do on the journey to my true self:

1)  yoga dvd every morning .. and on afternoon/evenings when I can’t make it to a gym or studio.

2) bikram yoga every afternoon

3) protein shakes before and after bikram

4) try to stay on liquids, including soups… LOTS of water!!!!

5) if I do eat, only organic foods that make me feel good not bogged down

6) do my 21 day prayer challenge

7) finish my Joel Osteen book

8) buy Joel Osteen bible and read every night, write in prayer/devotional journal

9) if I have energy at night do pilates video for more toning and abs

So that’s all folks! :)  If anyone is interested in taking on this journey with me let my know.  I will be doing it for at least 21 days, then I’ll go from there.  You don’t have to be a christian to do this, just a thirst for a better body, mind, and soul!

NAMASTE!!

Starting today I plan on only having two protein shakes a day, lots of water, and super slim green tea.  As for working out I am going to do the yoga and pilates videos that I have and also the slim in 6 video, maybe even the core rhythms video if i want something fun.  Hopefully I can lose a good amount of weight before i leave for nyc next thursday!  Today I am going to try on and pack all the clothes that I want to take with me and then try them on again on tuesday night that way if some things still don’t fit I can go shopping on wednesday or just find other stuff in my closet.

Hey lovlies!  Today starts my 30 days until I move to NYC.  I actually move in 33 days (June 1st)  But I want to reach my goal by the 28 so that I will have time to try on clothes and have time to pack the right clothes.  Within these 30 days I am going to strive for my ultimate weight goal but as of right now I just want to be a size 7 in order to go to NY and then while I am there I will continue to work towards my size 4 or maybe 2 dream.  

CW: 185 :(:(:(

So far I have had some ginger ale- 90 cals

How much weight have you girls lost in 30 days & what worked for you?